I've forgotten how to cry. . . show me?

About Me

im a punk-rocker-emo- girl. i like the off beat and emo, punk, rocker, kinda guys. i wear black a lot i wear other colors too but mosly black. . . its my fave color. i have a myspace(look 4 Vanity) and i love the band Quietdrive. i even went to the concert they did at ISU in Idaho. Justin bonhiver (hence my name) gave me his pick! if you piss me off you had better watch out. im not your average girl that cant take care of herself. . i kick box. ya. . . um. .. i have had a couple boyfriends. all whom have fucked me over. im pathetic. . oh well.im actually full on emo . . .

My Interests

im in a band called Unfinished Catastrophe, playing the guitar (bass), writing songs, listening to undescovered artists and musicians, making myself be in more pain than i already am, being alone, guitar hero(sometimes), driving razors into my skin, singing, the only thing i dont do is cry. i made a promise when i was 7 to never cry and ive kept that promise.

Music

Quietdrive, the Used, Job of a Cowboy, yellowcard, 30 seconds to mars, rage against the machine, Seether, Avenged Sevenfold, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, marlyn manson, medicdroid, slipknot, and any other rock and black and heavy metal band you can think of. . . oh and my pathetic pleasure is avril lavine, guns and roses, 6 inch nails, disturbed, alice in chains, killing katey, deprevation, innocence of hell, ozzy osborne, rob zombie, titanic panic, doubtful flower, bloody salvation, um, atrayou, disturbed, breaking benjamin, foughat, fob, silent, . . . ict of any right now

Movies

vampire movies, nightmare before christmas, edward scissor hands, and corps bride

Television

MTV, TRL, abc, animal planet, CSI

Books

the vampire kisses series and twilight, new moon, eclipse, vampire books, the mediator series, um. .. idk of any others. . i love to read tho, shakespear's works, edgar allen poe's works